One-a-day 5-31-13

It amazes me how everything continues, no matter what.

I've found comfort in my culture, and I keep thanking God, Grandfather, for the time I had with her. I don't feel regret...just  a void. A great gaping loneliness. And love. I feel an awful lot of love.

One-a-day 5-30-13

Cut my hair for Candy today. It's above my shoulders now. Took 19 inches off. 

I keep randomly breaking down when something reminds me of her. I've never been like this before. It's a bit frightening. 

One-a-day 5-29-13

There's a hole in my soul, and silence in my home.

Have you ever been scared of grief? Of what it does to you?

I am.

One-a-day 5-28-13

She died this morning around 10:30.

It was natural, she took away the hard choice.

She was always looking out for us.

Enough about her death though. She was a wonderful person (she would argue if you called her a dog) and my best friend for nearly 13 years. She was a huge part of my life, and I'm having trouble imagining my life without her. She is still with me though, and will be the rest of my life.

Red balloons.

One-a-day 5-27-13

I found my stylus. But my pup's not doing any better. Add to that some family drama, and I have had to cry way too much today. Got 6 hours at work at the theatre today though, which is good.

I can't draw tonight. This was the best I could muster

One-a-day 5-26-13

My puppy isn't doing well... I'm scared.

One-a-day 5-25-13

Haaands... I will learn what they look like one day. 

One-a-day 5-24-13

Got books today, woo! Also started a new series- BBC's Robin Hood- I like it!

Also... Help.... I've discovered tumblr....

One-a-day 5-23-13

True story.

One-a-day 5-22-13

Noooo, Ianto- whyyyyyyy *sobs uncontrollably* 

In other news, just finished season 3 of torchwood,

I am officially out of emotion.

Also out of energy.

I must start doing my one a  day drawings much earlier in the day, instead of  at 3:30 when I'm already supposed to be sleeping. I've gotten lazy.

One-a-day 5-21-13

I would like to learn how to draw pterodactyls. They make me smile. 

One-a-day 5-20-13

Feeling a block coming on, gotta push past it fast.

I've always felt you can tell a lot about a cartoon character by the nose the artist decides  to give them. As such, I usually test several noses out on my characters before I find 'their' nose.

One-a-day 5-19-13

I received an award from The Gallery Players today, in recognition of my technical work this past season. Thank you, you guys!

One-a-day 5-16-13

Because this fanfic is the best! More & better fan art of it probably coming soon.

One-a-day 5-16-13

I WILL see this movie in the cinema. I had planned and hoped to go to the midnight premier...but of course the closest one was half an hour away. I'm going to stop trying to plan things, it never works. I must not be very good at planning.

One-a-day 5-15-13

Vampyre! Raaaawwwrr

One-a-day 5-14-13

Me playing The Nightjar. 3rd level, the one with the dark matter rods that restore life support.

One-a-day 5-13-13

I think I'm getting sick. I don't like it. I've too much work to do

One-a-day 5-12-13

Abstract Navi-inspired thingy

One-a-day 5-11-13

E.x.h.a.u.s.t.e.d.

One-a-day 5-10-13

I'm starting to really like Zelda. I never got into that particular franchise until I had to play Ocarina for work, now I've fallen in love with the lore.

One-a-day 5-9-13

So. Tired.

One-a-day 5-8-13

Volvagia 

One-a-day 5-7-13

I'm running low on poses for this guy, but I've not had the brainpower or energy to draw anyone else. Maybe tomorrow.

One-a-day 5-6-13

Tech week! Woo!

One-a-day 5-5-13

I had lain down, tried to fall asleep and couldn't. I felt like I was forgetting something. All at once I remembered- my one-a-day!
So here it is, quite quickly.

One-a-day 5-4-13

I have so much work to do...

One-a-day 5-3-13

Whinny sound!

One-a-day 5-2-13

And here's my one for the night.
These horses are getting out of control...

One-a-day 5-1-13

Forgot to post my drawing last night, oops