One-a-day 6-2-13

I  can't tell if this period of mourning is getting easier or harder. Time will tell, and time will heal, but time also took her away from me. But I had a lot of time with her too. For that I am ever grateful.

Been watching BBC's Robin Hood, here's a peasant for you tonight.

One-a-day 6-1-13

Pool props

One-a-day 5-31-13

It amazes me how everything continues, no matter what.

I've found comfort in my culture, and I keep thanking God, Grandfather, for the time I had with her. I don't feel regret...just  a void. A great gaping loneliness. And love. I feel an awful lot of love.

One-a-day 5-30-13

Cut my hair for Candy today. It's above my shoulders now. Took 19 inches off. 

I keep randomly breaking down when something reminds me of her. I've never been like this before. It's a bit frightening. 

One-a-day 5-29-13

There's a hole in my soul, and silence in my home.

Have you ever been scared of grief? Of what it does to you?

I am.

One-a-day 5-28-13

She died this morning around 10:30.

It was natural, she took away the hard choice.

She was always looking out for us.

Enough about her death though. She was a wonderful person (she would argue if you called her a dog) and my best friend for nearly 13 years. She was a huge part of my life, and I'm having trouble imagining my life without her. She is still with me though, and will be the rest of my life.

Red balloons.

One-a-day 5-27-13

I found my stylus. But my pup's not doing any better. Add to that some family drama, and I have had to cry way too much today. Got 6 hours at work at the theatre today though, which is good.

I can't draw tonight. This was the best I could muster